KiKiKat's Xanga

Thursday, May 30, 2002

Thu, 30 May 2002 13:49:06 GMT

love....exciting and new....come aboard...we're expecting you....

(everybody now...)

the loooooooove boooooooat.....

hehe...

Tuesday, August 21, 2001

Tue, 21 Aug 2001 02:08:27 GMT

as i sit here, trying to compose
a letter to you written in prose
i wonder if you will understand
that i wanted you to be my man

i wanted you to hold me tight
when demon's haunted thru the night
i wanted you to kiss me there
the place no other man would dare

i wanted you to love me true
like no one else but you could do
i wanted you, and you alone
you see, you were the perfect "home"

i would lie in your arms for hours and hours
we'd talk about everything within our powers
we'd make love all day and all thru the night
we never did notice when it became light

we would drive around town in a beat up old truck
and i'd tell you, "c'mon babe...it's time to go ****"
you'd laugh at my wantonness, silly old girl
could i help it if i wanted to give you a whirl?

i've always been like this, lustful it seems
but you know that my love was the stuff of dreams
no one could love you as much as i could
no one else will love you as much as they should

i never cared for money or material things
i've seen all the heartache too much work can bring
i wanted us to last forever and a day
but you decided you wanted to throw it all away

so, i sit here and wonder, looking down at a page
that is empty and yet so full of love, hurt & rage
why did you throw "us" away? that i will never know,
but, i will love you forever, though it hurts me so

Saturday, August 18, 2001

Sat, 18 Aug 2001 01:01:14 GMT

wrap your arms around me like vines of silver ivy
pull you tighter to me, too tight will break me down

feel yourself inside me, warm bodies a'gliding
temperatures rising, my feet can't touch the ground

hoping you will see me, see my loving for you
see that i am with you, til earth and sun collide

feel yourself inside me, slick with juices flowing
hammering emotions, mistrust i won't abide

how i want you with me, for life eternal after
hear you whisper softly, i love no one but you

feel yourself inside me, climaxing together
joining souls forever, the universe approves...

Friday, August 17, 2001

Fri, 17 Aug 2001 01:23:01 GMT

i do despise the shrill tones
the harsh words
the glares i get from you

i do cherish the soft skin
the loving words
the kisses i've gotten from you

i do wonder about the love you gave
the heart you made
fall in love with you...

how did it come to be
that you loved me
so desperately...

and yet you came to believe
that we weren't meant to be
so you left me...

to wonder, torn asunder
why we started this game of hearts
for lovers only

Tuesday, August 14, 2001

Tue, 14 Aug 2001 16:46:49 GMT

ask me how to love me
and i shall tell you completely
ask me how to kiss me
and i shall tell you deeply
ask me how to hold me
and i shall tell you softly
ask me how to touch me
and i shall tell you gently
but ask me how to put up with me
and all i will be able to do is smile
because if you love me
that point is moot

Tuesday, August 14, 2001

Tue, 14 Aug 2001 02:18:46 GMT

i could slip thru your fingers
and you would never even
have felt my presence...

i could slip thru your mind
and you would never even
have known me...

i could slip thru your heart
and you would never even
have known my love for you...

Thursday, August 09, 2001

Thu, 09 Aug 2001 01:34:11 GMT

the burning trills along my spine
at the firey trail your tongue creates
lift me up and spread me open
follow the path to my hidden home
grab my hair as you enter me there
and let me know i'm the one, your only
rake my back while you split me open
spill into me, letting my mother earth
lay claim to your seed...
fire and earth collide within one
smoldering from you, i collapse
while begging you to incinerate me...

Tuesday, August 07, 2001

Tue, 07 Aug 2001 01:32:38 GMT

what i wouldn't do to feel your arms around me
holding me tightly, never letting me go
to feel your legs entwined within mine
to look at your fingers wrapped up in my hair
looking lost within it's dark depths
to hear your heartbeat pound,
my head resting on your chest,
my hand stroking you, making you mine
these are things i dream of
while icy sheets envelope my burning flesh
and a pillow is my only comfort
a poor substitute for you

Monday, August 06, 2001

Mon, 06 Aug 2001 23:45:50 GMT

performing acrobatics
was never so easy
until i met you
the master of
between the sheets
gymnastics
flip me, turn me,
bend me...
just don't break me
give me your loving
any way you can
just don't stop...
don't stop the dance
or so they sang
as we put rabbits
to shame

Monday, August 06, 2001

Mon, 06 Aug 2001 18:14:03 GMT

pull me deeper into you
with your sweet words
your soft hands
pull at me and get me wet
burning deeper within me
than you could ever see
is the flame
that fills my mind
with lustful thoughts
and delicious ideas
of what you taste like
what it would be like
to feel your arms around me
fingers folding into mine
as your devilish tongue
burrows into me
filling me
to feel you slide up over me
slip into the core of me
the hot of me
the slickness coats our thighs
and i feel my dreams
so vividly forming
around these few thoughts
my flame burns brighter
when i think of you...